You can do it! If you just think positive, you'll be half way there!
Like I said before, don't say, "I wish I could do this hunt." Instead, say, "I'm going to do this hunt and this is how I will prepare to do it." Be specific with your goals and they will be easier to achieve, because you have the way to achieve them laid out.
One good way to start is to pay yourself first. When you get your paycheck pay yourself a certain amount, then pay your bills. Think about it, if an unexpected bill comes up we all find a way to pay it, right? So, it stands to reason that paying yourself first really won't be a burden, you just work with it. Start off by setting aside 10% of your net wages. You can add more or less as you need to, depending on the current month's bills.